I was a bit depressed again, due to the massive change of the sleep itself and regarding the world around. The problem is that when you're sleep deprived you're sensitive to the cold and it's also hard to make anything that's don't make you want to sleep. So, during my hard time wanting sleep i go out but do trivial things (there i can't philosoph cause trivial things are just an objective view). Still an illusory fear combined the sleep deprivation and can't doing things. I try to move and do things that pop in my head. What fear ? Something new that's come pertubate your habits... I'm a real zombie. We can feel some transition in the sleep wanting. Maybe the circadian things that's are still activated. Sometimes you can feel OK and just after you feel like losing consciouness. I drink alot of water (i was typing vampire), eat some fruits and take some other cereals, soja etc... (yop , i'm a vegan). The perception of my body changed frequently and i feel very light. I had some experiences with dreams like :
i was seeing with my closed eyes or things like that, and a false wake.
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